You begin again, Moishe and Yankels wishes? Jump from the plane,and wait till you reach the ground,to open your parachut! Does this whitch curse suit me?Of course not. Neither you.

In another tb i to you , i said : i write to everyone in the way he/she deserves . This # 23 was adressed to this keren/wladimir who is always hatefull , so i react in the same way . I'm not as you are , i can be a very nasty person [ if i want ]

I tried to talk lightly about your tb where you write about killing an orthodoxe jew.I know you don t mean that,but,the truth is, when i read that,i felt like a knive in my heart. Dear Charles,your inner you, is a very fine person.But you have a big ego,and unfortunately,you listen to his advice.Big mistake.I t seems to me that you are used to give orders.So,i hope, you will not have to much difficulties to command your ego to vanish,in favor of good relationship with everybody.Secular and Haredi:ONE PEOPLE.

I had two of my grandchildren at my home for a day . What they like with their "pepe" is that they are FREE to do what they want , i don't tell them do this or that , don't do this or that . I don't give orders . As i said , i talk to everyone in the way he/she deserves . Take only in "account" what i'm writing to YOU , or to other fine , religious or not but NOT hatefull people . I have nothing against charidi people because of their beliefs . There are wonderfull people amongst them . But , there is a BUT , i don't like , or better HATE , that they want to impose their lifestyle on me . I hate that they DO NOT contribute , most of them , to the Country , that they "exploit" us .

Don't try to "analyse" me , you can't because you don't know me . Don't talk about my childhood , you don't know enough to do it . A saying : "stay in your kitchen" : religion .

The analyses i made ,was more about me, than about you.Last week you talked to me in a way,i am not used in real life.My ego was touched(i have not a peau d elephant)First reaction was to be angry at you.After having calmed down,i did not let my ego interfere in my believes,which is to make with my very very small means,as much as i can,and this is allmost nothing, a better world.So i tried to excuse you ,analysing you.Sorry if i did some mistakes.It was for the good cause.Shabat Shalom.

PS I stay with pleasure in my kitchen,i like the smell of it. Bon appetit!

If i like it , i'm coming !

You are so sweet ,dear Charles,and therefore,i am very very sad,for reasons i cann t explain here, that i have to stop completely the tbs(which meant so much to me) with you.That does not mean that i will forget you,on the contrary.And i badly hope,that you will be longing to the heavenly flavors of my kitchen.Farewell, Charles....that s sooo sad...amai zene...

Please don t blame the Haredi,it is not because of them.

I know the reasons , i will not explain them either , but they enforce my ideas about many religious people .

an explanation.Some time ago ,somebody i loved very dearly passed away.I am still in the process of overcoming the big loss.You were for me a kind of digital romantic dream.I am enough realistic to know,that some dreams have to stay dreams.In real life they don t work out,the nicer they are,the less they are realistic.So when you suggested to see me,this was a wake up call.I decided instantly,that i have to stop this virtual relationship,before it becomes to painful.Charles,you are the last person right now,i want to be angry with me ,though i think i deserve it.I hope you will understand and forgive me.Shalom.

Did you take this "self invitation" seriously ? I thought i was the only one to not understand jokes . When you loose someone very dear , you MUST overcome it . I always said :" the show MUST go on" when in such a situation , otherwise you can't live anymore . For me , this "relationship" is limited to discussions , nothing more , you have to see it in the SAME way .

You have a strong and healthy mind.,Charles,I need to make some kind of order in my head.As soon i can handle my overwhelming imagination,than i will feel safe,that i can keep our discussions limited .I appreciate you.